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Hardly Alone

by Señor Fin

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1.
your fluent hands are with me it's not surprising that people find it easy when their world is always winding before I change, I should let you know it's not just me, it's something i can't control tainted wine and whiskey on this ratchet evening queen of the stars come with me your love is always shining before I change, I should let you know it's not just me, it's something i can't control
2.
Hardly Alone 03:37
All I want is you. The night is almost through, will I see you soon? My heart is so untrue. Am I brave enough to ask you? Hardly Alone, Hardly next to you. Take my hand. Do you feel it too? Do you have the harmony I seek? The part I wanna sing is too high for me. Don't you think that love is never quite in key? And the hardest part is always me.
3.
90's Love 02:52
father gives, mother reads the news the same white plates, the only cups I've ever known boyhood dreams, stuck in those same trees dust on keys, little melodies 90's love, what did you teach me? feather light, naked in your room I thought I'd cherish all this time away from you but I had your lips like you had mine told me how I was your sunlight on your front steps where we'd have fights how cold i've grown once more to the cliffs out west out of breath, fingers in my hair obsolete like the field guns that guard the fort this year, just like the one before
4.
Screaming 05:28
last night i woke up, screaming again i couldn't get those drums you played out of my head neighborhood's out drinking, but I stayed inside tonight I like the space, but it's lonely with you gone in the night last night you woke up, calling my name you couldn't get that shit i said out of your head so I took a walk on the main drag and I walked past our favorite bar I had to keep my head down, I felt like a scar you said, while reading my reaction, "i'm tired of having to explain" am i just hungry for attention the small hand moves and i'm a slave sitting down, walking 'round i tried them both to keep my mind at bay the nights that slow down to silence, barely a sound and with the midnight lamp on, i'm a hammer on your painted nails i should've spoke up sooner, i'm worried we'll fail you said, while reading my reaction, "i'm tired of having to explain" am i just hungry for attention the small hand moves and i'm a slave (x2)
5.
hollowed out agony inside my heart today, I know that you feel the same saw you cry when I said it wasn't all so easy I know that we share this pain turn the camera away from me, I don't want them to see this side of me and it takes a lot out of me just to take care of my own body mother I can't find the strength to write you back, you feel to far away who am I? who am I to deny the church to you? I don't know if I'm okay
6.
Soak 04:35
soak show me how you process convolution swimming in the Boeing plant's pollution darkened air we breathe scared walk in through our door and i'll be shaking want to say i'm aching but that's lazy how do your hands feel? your hands feel raw
7.
carry you on my back here's to feeling good all the time say it loud so I can hear you, proud of what? pages from my book yellow mama and the life she took does the rugged cross await us? i'll hold you till i'm dust couples on the lawn looks so lovely, but to me it's wrong i turned away when you asked me do you dream the way i do? pain, dear what happens in the morning is still far it's still far i'm riddled in half truths unable to face blues do you dream the way i do? of living love-fooled lighter if i could lover, then i would
8.
Chase 02:43
I go everywhere with you I even go to school with you smoking flowers from a can I'll never understand chase me on a bike, Jesse I never expected you to be my friend for life, but here we are It's the same thing we've always done, except it's not except it's always new too
9.
Only Be 05:38
this is a feeling I don't like this is a problem I can't hide talked to my good friend and sister last night talked to everyone but her she's my only B I tried to hold it in but I can't, I just can't this is the rosin on my bow this is the climax of my show this is the episode everyone knows try to relax and let it show she's my only B I tried to run away from myself but I can't, I just can't this is the only song I sing these are the bitters that I drink forget the chords and everything this is the net that catches me she's my only B we'll only be the whole thing i'm hoping but I can't I just can't
10.
porous mind you've hardened yet coral brain with reefs untouched your vapid tongue your coddled heart remain the same poorest think you've every had scraping by is not that bad but I stole lunch from PCC last Saturday and it's all because you noticed it the one you couldn't live with wasn't you but your highest self is new-agey and nothing in this moment isn't weird please just keep to you & yours kindness doesn't fit through doors your worried mind is occupied by loyalty counting sides that had my shape meaningless to speculate the analog is annular undoubtedly

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released August 2, 2019

recorded & mixed by Johnny Goss at Dandelion Gold
mastered by John McBain at JPM Mastering
thanks to the friends and family that inspire the music on this album and beyond,

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